“Going Nowhere Fast”
I make the wrong decisions deliberately. I consciously make the wrong choices and choose the wrong path on purpose. Why do I do such things? Why do I knowingly fuck up my life. I’m sitting here now, with everything crumbling around me and I could have stopped it all. One teeny weeny right decision would have me at the right place in life. Its like I enjoy being hurt, and want to feel this way. Why am I holding on to something that’s going nowhere?
